Lately I have been feeling negative about, oh .. everything. April was an ... interesting month. It was bad yet awesome at the same time. I seen My Chemical Romance, but my night was ruined. My dear friend chose to hurt me. I've just been riding the life train. Just sitting there.. thinking, letting the wind blow through my hair. I feel like a total loser because I've been out of school since the 24th, and I haven't been looking for a 2nd job. I only work three times a week on average. The other four days I just loser it up.

So I totally feel betrayed by a friend of mine. Though she probably would not think so, or even stop to think I may be hurt by what she did. Seems selfish to me.

I got my first tattoo last Thursday. It hurt but a hot guy tattooed me so it was cool. He was gentle.

I really wish I could hang out with somebody tonight. All the people I thought cared about me, really just take SHITS on me. And the two people that I know care about me, I hide from because I'm afraid of getting hurt. AND boys are just so DUMB and they USE girls.

So I doubt anybody will read this! But I don't really care.